Sunday, October 12, 2008

Sisters.

So today, i stayed home. My grandpa and grandma are here from Washington D.C. and we just wanted to relax today. While the rest of my family was upstairs, me and my sister, L, were downstairs. We were playing guitar. She's pretty good at it. Even though she hasn't been playing long. We were playing the Jason Mraz song, I'm Yours. Its pretty easy to play, and she taught me how! Anyway...this post really doesn't have a point at all, but i was just thinking...in a little while, i'll be gone. I won't really be able to just goof around with my little sisters, or have days to talk or play music. It really makes me upset. That soon all that i know is going to change, and ill be new to everything. I find it scary. My sister wrote me a poem for my birthday in July. It was about many different things in our past. I started crying when i read it. Because in the end it said
"Now that your older, it leaves me only a couple years left until the day when you'll leave me and drive away. I'll cry and cry and cry all day. Cause then you'll be grown and you'll go to college and learn, learn, learn. Then you'll meet the man of your dreams. You will walk down the isle with him hand in hand, side by side, laugh by laugh. You will live your life. Then you will hear the cry of your baby girl, you'll see her foot take its first step, her mouth speak her first word, you'll see her eye's shut and her head bow, and hear her first precious prayer to the Lord. And i will know how that felt because you are always there for me and i know you always will be. You are my big sister who i love so much. And through our lives we will be loving eachother. Hand in hand. Side by side. Laugh by laugh. Loving God and eachother until our last breath on earth. Then we will live eternity with the Lord our God. And you will still be my loving big sister."

I hate how she can write so well. That seriously made me cry. To think that i will be gone soon.

Here's a couple connecting videos that my two youngest sister took when me and L were goofing around.


4 comments:

Anonymous said...

i loveeeeeeee this entry. <3

Yukio said...

That poem is beautiful. And you guys are funny.

Thanks for the comments ;)

Kristen said...

hahaha thanks.

No problemoo.

CAT DOG said...

haha nice dancing!! LOVE THAT SONG!!!